Sometimes when it rains it pours. I've had a rough couple of weeks and the stress has been building. Not just for me but for the whole staff at work. Tempers have been short. Everyone is nervous. Every word and action is over-analyzed and put through a paranoia filter. If someone says "Good morning" it is interpreted in 20 different ways. Was it meant as a put down? Were they inferring that their day was going to be good at the expense of another? Was it said sarcastically? Are they flaunting their good mood? And heaven help the individual who doesn't give a good morning greeting! My talk on coping with stress was helpful but the biggest help will be when the uncertainty is resolved and the organizational design is finished.
I've taken to carrying a mental umbrella. The rain falls and is diverted away leaving me dry. At least in a figurative way. Sadly there are some people who are too stubborn to come in out of the pouring rain. And it just keeps raining. One person is dealing with a sibling's diagnosis of a cancer that has metastasized to her brain. It is devastating. She is having a hard time coping with that news on top of all the other stresses. Another is keeping vigil by her fiance's bedside as he slips away from a terminal cancer. Hospice has arrived and she has been assisting his parents in making funeral arrangements. Another has had to get a restraining order due to domestic violence. There are a few other issues - spousal unemployment, surgery for ingrown toenails, physical therapy for a bad back, rehab for shoulder surgery, having to face the decision to euthanize a beloved pet... you get the idea. There is more than enough angst to go around.
I'm looking for the rainbow. But the sky is very grey and overcast and I don't anticipate the sun coming out any time soon. In response to the sunless days I'm making my own sunshine. I am resolved to wear only brightly colored scrubs (the black scrubs have been set aside) hopefully to brighten the environment. I'm passing out chocolate to any and all who venture into my office. It isn't life changing but I'm trying to smile at everyone even when they are growling. And mostly I'm praying. At first I prayed that I'd be able to handle the stress and that I'd survive the organizational design. Now I pray that everyone will be safe and feel valued. That may sound strange but the stress has caused some folks to engage in self destructive and risky behaviors.
As a bonus I've satisfied the Winter Scavenger Hunt 2017 prompt #20 - Include a disease.
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